This Year..I Actually Feel I've Grown Up..

Starting on my birthday... I noticed how responsible I was..i prepared the food,cleaned the house, and entertained the early guest at my party!! But thats not what I mean..i vowed to myself that I wasnt going to let anything hold me back from my life, that I wasnt going to get depressed over anything..and after fifteen years I finally vowed that I wasntt going to cry over my biological father..and even if he wasnt there to raise me or there to support me in anyway once so ever..im not gonna effectt me..im glad that after fifteen years..i know what im facing.